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About Me Member Procrastinator Katie C.15/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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These illness are making me fail all my classes.

Thu Dec 17, 2009, 1:41 PM
  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: "Needled 24/7" by Children of Bodom.
  • Reading: the evil side effects of my meds.
  • Watching: nothing.
  • Playing: nothing.
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: water.
I've been out of school for over two months now.
I've been diagnosed with a really bad mycoplasma bacterial infection and polycystic ovary disease.
The doctors don't care.
Every goddamn time I have a fucking period, (which is only twice a damn year) BLEED LIKE FUCKING HELL AND CYSTS POUR OUT OF MY FUCKING BODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MY DAMN BLOOD WORK RESULTS SAY MY TESTOSTERONE LEVEL IS OFF THE CHARTS!!!!!!!!!
[Sarcasm] REALLY?! I HAD NOOOO FUCKING IDEA!!!!!!
IT'S RUINED MY WHOLE DAMN LIFE!!!!!! I HAVE FUCKING FACIAL HAIR FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO BE A WOMAN!!!!!!
NOT A HE/SHE/IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING GUY BECAUSE I HAVE HORMONAL PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SICK OF PEOPLE POINTING FINGERS AT ME AND LAUGHING AND SAYING I LOOK MANLY AND SAYING I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING LESBIAN AND TRYING TO HOOK ME UP WITH CHICKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA RIP OUT OF THIS DISGUSTING BODY AND STEAL A HEALTHY, ATTRACTIVE ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SICK OF MY DOCTORS PUTTING ME ON MEDICATIONS THAT CAUSE EXTREME WEIGHT GAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT I'M SO GODDAMN FAT AND UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST WANNA DESTROY THIS BODY!!!!!!! BURN IT!!!!!!!!!! TEAR IT!!!!!!!!!!! SHRED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRUSH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KILL IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY THE FUCKING HELL DIDN'T THAT PIECE OF SHIT PEDIATRICIAN SEE THE PROBLEMS WHEN I WAS ELEVEN YEARS OLD?????????!!!!!!!



I'm very pissed right now.

I'm sorry for all the obscenities I posted above.
I just needed a place to rant. Badly.
It's horrible feeling so vicious and sickly during the holidays.
I'M NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO GO OUT AND SHOP FOR PEOPLE BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I'm just gonna crawl to the nearest corner, kick, scream, cry, and have another mental meltdown.
I can't take this any longer.
I'm trapped in this miserable house.
I've been trapped in here for two months.
I forget what people of the outside world look like.
I wanna go shopping for my friends and family!!!
That's all I wanna do!!!

deviantID

I'm a strange person.
I'm silent most of the time, but after I'm comfortable with a person's presence, I can be very entertaining. I'm a weird autistic girl with Asperger's Syndrome. The psychology books say that I CANNOT read, write, or speak like normal people. Lol, that's bullshit! In reality, my grammar, spelling, and vocabulary skills exceed those of the average adult. I'm pretty good with computers. I'm not a simpleton. Not mediocre. But I'm definitely not an expert. Not yet, at least. I'd like to find a career that involves improving the Digital Realm. I have a terrible addiction to the internet. >_< I mean, I regularly spend HOURS searching information on people I'm obsessed with. ZP Theart. I once stayed up all night in an effort to find a high-res image of him shirtless. My God, he's gorgeous! Some people say that I always neglect to post information that they expect to see in a bio. For once, I actually WANT to post this basic info about myself. It will clear up some misunderstandings.



Name: Katie C.

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Heterosexual

Year of birth: 1993

Astrological sign: Sagitarius

Element: Air

Religion: I am forced to play Christian
because my family treats Nonchristians
very badly. My true beliefs don't match
any other religion. I've taken multiple
tests to try to name my faith. All the
tests said that my beliefs mostly resemble
Neo Paganism and Mahayana Buddhism.
Please... If you think you can help me
put a name to my faith, I would really be
happy.

Birthstone: Topaz

Three favorite
music genres: Scandinavian Folk Metal,
Operatic/Symphonic Power Metal,
Neoclassical Metal

Four favorite
bands: Rhapsody,
Eluveitie,
Finntroll,
Ensiferum

Five favorite
singers: ZP Theart (Dragonforce),
Fabio Lione (Rhapsody),
Tarja Turunen (ex-Nightwish),
Olaf Hayer (Luca Turilli),
Anna Murphy (Eluveitie),
Elisa C. Martin
(ex-Fairyland, ex-Dark Moor, Dreamaker)

Favorite literary
genre: Fantasy

The most beautiful
creature in the
world is: The unicorn

I wish I could
be a/an: Elf

I wish I could
marry a/an: Knight

I enjoy eating: Cheese

I enjoy drinking: Cranberry juice


That sums up most of the random information about me.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Parkersburg, WV
  • Interests: Fantasy, weapons, magical creatures, and long-haired sexy guys!
  • Favourite movie: Halloween Resurrection
  • Favourite band or musician: Dragonforce
  • Favourite genre of music: power metal
  • Favourite artist: Takeshi Obata
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Kevin Hodapp
  • Favourite style of art: anime
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: I prefer a Zune. iPods are just evil.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Wallpaper of Choice? Anything bearing ZP Theart's glorious image makes a perfect wallpaper.
  • Skin of choice: I'm no racist!
  • Favourite game: Oblivion
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Light Yagami (Death Note)
  • Personal Quote: "Ooooooh... HE LOOKS SEXEH!!!"
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever the hell I'm capable of using! ^_^

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Comments


:iconayumi-chaaan:
Kiiiiinky.


XDD

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"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow.” - Alice Walker
:icongothicbliss1:
I bet you can easily guess what I'm doing right now...
:D

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This is epic:


"Rider of the Astral Fire" by Luca Turilli
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"Vodka" by Korpiklaani
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"Legendary Tales" by Rhapsody
[link]
:iconayumi-chaaan:
Eating kinky nuggets?

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"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow.” - Alice Walker
:icongothicbliss1:
Heh heh... CLOSE!

I'm Googling yummy guys in leather pantz! :drool:




...And eating kinky cake. :cake: :crazy:

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This is epic:


"Rider of the Astral Fire" by Luca Turilli
[link]

"Vodka" by Korpiklaani
[link]

"Legendary Tales" by Rhapsody
[link]
:iconayumi-chaaan:
XD

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"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow.” - Alice Walker

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